Tired I am

Tired I am,
Sad I was,
Then I found her,
The girl of my dreams.

So soft and warm
She is to me,
In the best form,
Just like a bee.

I love her at night,
And love her in the morning.
She holds me nice and tight
But we know that I am growing.

Our relationship is strange,
It is in deed.
We fight at every age,
But then we plant a new seed.

Some nights we don't get along,
In the morning I can't leave you,
After a long day, you make me feel so strong
And when I'm not my best
And I say achoo
You let me rest
It's all a rue.

Bedtime stories are the best,
We can cuddle,
You are my nest.

You're perfect for me,
I'm perfect you.
It's obvious you see,
It's just us two.

So soft and warm,
She is to me,
In every storm,
And every tree.

Dark and silent,
Just like a worker bee,

Tired I said,
So lets count to three,
My love,
My tree,
My everything,
My bed

The Question of LIfe

I do not know why, but right now I am questioning life and how it all started. Their are so many mysteries in this weird that are unsolvable. We all wonder how we were all created but currently I'm really searching for the answer. If you look in the Bible it says that Earth and the whole Solar System was created by God. God was the one who started the Big Bang and created life. God plainly said, "Here's the ocean," "Here's trees and plants," "Here's life." It does not make much sense to me. Is it really that simple? I also have theories that our lives may just be a women's imagination or it could just be the Matrix. I do not actually know. I'm just wondering how we all actually got here and how we've done so well. Did Adam and Eve rise from the soil of the Earth and wandered the Earth and mated and created our civilization. If so, how did they survive? They had like 11-children and they some how kept them all alive. Although, they were newly born and they some how knew how to hunt and gather food and create shelter. Did God give them all of these abilities, and if so, why don't we have these natural instincts. I'm just questioning everything and I would really like some answers to how everything began. I mean, even when the Earth was created we didn't have life for over 5,000 years and then the dinosaurs some how appeared. But before we had the dinosaurs we had prehistoric plants that seem like they would be on some other planet. It doesn't seem real but it is, thanks to science. But science just get's more in the way. So how did the Earth, and us animals, come to be? Is it like Prometheus and we were created by aliens? Is it like the Matrix and we're just in some computer program, that's run by other robots? And if all of that is true, how was all of that created? How were those aliens, that created us, come to be? How us humans, that created the ruling Matrix robots, come to be? How are we here? Who created us? I need answers...

New to the battlefield

I've always wanted to join the military but I've never been sure what branch I should join and what it would be like. I'm also not a very big, tall, muscular man. I always wanted to join the Marines, but like I said, I'm not very big so I physically couldn't join the Marines.

I'm a very kindhearted person and I don't think I could ever hurt a person but I really wanted to serve and help and defend my country but I wouldn't ever be able to pull the trigger on any living thing. That's why I've decided to join the United States Coast Guard. I was looking at the Navy but all I would be doing everyday, all day would be sitting in a giant boat going across the ocean, waiting for the bad guys to go fishing. I'd rather join the Coast Guard, to save people, protecting out coasts and borders, and protecting our country for so many other dangers every god damn day! Coast Guard is what I really want to do. I want to be an Aviation Survival Technician or a Meritime Specialist.